‘The Last Supper’. So much happened during it! First, Jesus bowed down to wash the disciples’ dirty feet, taking on the role of the lowest of the low, and said: ‘As I have done for you, you must do for each other!’ Then came the long ‘farewell speech’, in which he passed on his spiritual testament and the challenge that we, his spiritual disciples, would strive to fulfil throughout our lives: ‘Love one another as I have loved you’, and also: ‘No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends’. Even before the fulfilment of his greatest legacy and gift in the Eucharist, painful remarks are heard. ‘Amen, amen, one of you will betray me…’ and to the zealous Peter, after his confident declaration: ‘Peter, Peter, this very night, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times…’ However, many more words and sentences were uttered on that special evening. One of the excerpts of Christ’s words from this sacred supper is described in today’s Gospel..
It is actually an invitation to embark on a pilgrimage. Not a casual trip, but a demanding pilgrimage full of unexpected obstacles and surprises – a pilgrimage of life.father’s
Jesus begins by telling his disciples that he will soon leave them, which is certainly painful for them, but he immediately adds words of encouragement and consolation: ‘Do not let your hearts be troubled.’ Then he reveals to them the purpose of their life’s journey: ‘I am going to prepare a place for you.’ Where? ‘To my Father’s house, where there are many mansions. ‘ Could I say, ‘I am going to prepare a place for you’? Then I will come again and take you to myself, so that you may be where I am.”
That is Jesus in a nutshell! He reveals a little, excites the disciples, and then veils the hint again in mystery. They keep searching, striving and groping — just like us! In that respect, we are no different to the disciples. It is probably supposed to be that way. We must live in constant vigilance and expectation, searching.
Jesus has just revealed the goal of the disciples’ (and our) earthly journey. To the Father’s house! That is where we will find our rest. We are expected there. There are many dwellings there — yes, even for us! After all, Jesus has gone to prepare them for us.
So the goal is known, but how and where? The provocative Jesus! He says, ‘We know the way!’ It is perhaps impossible to entice more. We know the way? How can we know it? Have we ever walked it? Has Jesus given us a map or a guide? Moreover, there is Thomas, who dares to ask the disciples (and us): ‘Lord, we do not know where you are going. How can we know the way?’
And now it comes! – “I am the way, the truth and the life!”
‘I am the way, the truth, and the life!’ When we stop to think about these words, they can take our breath away. After all, that is the program for a Christian’s life! It is the perfect plan for our journey home to the Father’s house.
With Christ. In Christ. For Christ. He is the way. The way always leads from one place to another; it has a direction and a destination. We know the goal. However, the path to reach it is full of unknowns. There are many decisions to be made, and given the goal, they are far more important than just whether to turn right or left. There are no direction indicators at the crossroads of our lives and no tourist signs line the path. And yet. Even if we cannot avoid getting lost or falling into a ravine, the basic direction is given. He is Christ. In life, on our journey, so little is actually enough. Ask in the spirit, and best of all in the Holy Spirit: what path would Christ choose in my place now? Of course. We can be wrong; we can often even get lost. But with Christ, we cannot miss the goal. Let us remember Peter walking on the stormy lake. As long as he keeps his eyes on Christ, he keeps walking. But as soon as he looks at the surrounding waves, the storm and the depths below, he begins to sink. If Christ is the path, then we must walk with our gaze fixed on him.
‘I am the truth!’ We will not find truth in learned books or academic debates. Perhaps we can find philosophical truths there. But the truth of life? This can only be found in life itself. And again, only in Christ. After all, he calls himself the truth; he is the truth itself.
Finally: ‘I am life!’ Only the Son of God can truly say this about himself — he who is consubstantial with God and the creator of all living beings. He is life itself; the embodiment of life! He is the one in whom ‘we live and move and have our being’. He gives life with the breath of his mouth. He returns life to the dead and calls them to eternal life. Whenever we speak of life, we speak of Christ.
The statement: ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life!’ is perhaps the greatest statement ever uttered in the history of mankind. And the most essential.
However, Jesus had not finished his speech yet. ‘No one comes to the Father except through me.’ This is indeed confirmed by his previous words. Only with Christ, in Christ, and through Christ can one reach the Father — he himself is the way, the fulfillment, and love incarnate. Without Christ, who is our life, it is truly impossible to reach the Father! But the disciples (and we are not much better) still do not understand. ‘If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. Now you know him and have seen him.’ Poor disciples. They have not yet absorbed one message, and now they are faced with another, even stranger one. How can they know God? After all, ‘no one has ever seen God…’, so how can they know Christ? After all, he is sitting in their midst...
Another divine secret. Fortunately for them — and for us — there is another daredevil who does not hide his confusion and lack of understanding. “Lord, show us the Father — that is enough for us.” Oh, Philip, Philip! “Have I been with you so long, and yet you still do not know me?” They know Christ; they recognize his face, his voice, and his unique gestures. They also know the strength and kindness that radiate from him. But do they really know him? Really? They must realise with pain that they admire and love him, yet do not truly know him. The real Jesus remains a secret to them. And it is precisely this elusive, indescribable, ungraspable entity that probably represents the Father. ‘God is love.’ For three years, Jesus showed them the face of God’s love: the love between the Father and the Son that is the source of life. “Whoever has seen me has seen the Father… Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me?’ The words I speak to you are, in fact, the words of the Father, who communicates through me, the Word of God. The Father and I are one. “Even if you no longer understand the words, you can still see my deeds. Deeds of love. Believe at least for the sake of the deeds. They are visible, demonstrable, tangible, and communicable.
